Hey watching the news has sat me bolt upright n made me realize 2 stop my self-pity n realize that there r far more important things in life, n that u neva no wot is goin 2 happen. mourning ova a first love is not goin 2 get me anywhere. its tough tho cos i wish i cd go bck, but ppl r killed everyday n tortured. i hav my friends, its sunny, n i hav my whole life ahead of me. just wish i cd stop thinkin bout him n all that happened. xxx